weekend

today's schedule:
1. chemistry course
2. studying sociology

six + teen = SIXTEEN

i'm sixteen!
still young,huh?

don't stop believing

DON'T STOP BELIEVING
(Glee Cast)

Just a small town girl
livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smoky room
The smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the nights
Streetlights, people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the nights

Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time

Some will win, some will lose
Some are born to sing the blues
And now the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the nights
Streetlights, people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the nights


Don't stop believing
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight, people
(repeat)

Don't stop!

mid test's mood

i don't know why but my mood is really great on my mid test days except when i studied
i feel like always want to laugh and try to have fun with that test
the more chill i try,i can do the test better
i can also have much time to chat with my friends at school
i don't have to take a course
and i can take a nap for a long time

i think i fall in love with mid test...

a walk to remember

yesterday i started to read 'a walk to remember' by nicholas sparks and i finished it just in one day although today i had mid test :P

this is the synopsis:

Every April, when the wind blows from the sea and mingles with the scent of lilacs, Landon Carter remembers his last year at Beaufort High. It was 1958, and Landon had already dated a girl or two. He even swore that he had once been in love. Certainly the last person in town he thought he'd fall for was Jamie Sullivan, the daughter of the town's Baptist minister. A quiet girl who always carried a Bible with her schoolbooks, Jamie seemed content living in a world apart from the other teens. She took care of her widowed father, rescued hurt animals, and helped out at the local orphanage. No boy had ever asked her out. Landon would never have dreamed of it. Then a twist of fate made Jamie his partner for the homecoming dance, and Landon Carter's life would never be the same. Being with Jamie would show him the depths of the human heart and lead him to a decision so stunning it would send him irrevocably on the road to manhood...

i had already watched the film too.both are pretty good and sad but i like it.i think you should watch and read it.they can make you crying.

there is a film 'dear john' in movie now.the author is nicholas sparks too and i'm going to watch it after i finish my mid test.i hope the mid test move faster...
i also want to buy nicholas sparks' other books after mid test, like 'the last song'.i like his story so much.they are so touching.

btw, i want to say happy birthday
to kak Denisa Dea Denanda who is birthday today
wish u all the best and GBU
:D

black or white

BLACK OR WHITE
(Michael Jackson)

I Took My Baby
On A Saturday Bang
But Is That Girl With You
Yes We're One And The Same

Now I Believe In Miracles
And A Miracle
Has Happened Tonight

But, If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

They Print My Message
In The Saturday Sun
I Had To Tell Them
I Ain't Second To None

And I Told About Equality
An It's True
Either You're Wrong
Or You're Right

But, If
You're Thinkin'
About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

I Am Tired Of This Devil
I Am Tired Of This Stuff
I Am Tired Of This Business
So When The
Going Gets Rough
I Ain't Scared Of
Your Brother
I Ain't Scared Of No Sheets
I Ain't Scared Of Nobody
Girl When The
Goin' Gets Mean

[L. T. B. Rap Performance]
Protection
For Gangs, Clubs
And Nations
Causing Grief In
Human Relations
It's A Turf War
On A Global Scale
I'd Rather Hear Both Sides
Of The Tale
See, It's Not About Races
Just Places
Faces
Where Your Blood
Comes From
Is Where Your Space Is
I've Seen The Bright
Get Duller
I'm Not Gonna Spend
My Life Being A Color

[Michael]
Don't Tell Me You Agree With Me
When I Saw You Kicking Dirt In My Eye

But, If
You're Thinkin' About My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Baby
It Don't Matter If You're Black Or White

I Said If
You're Thinkin' Of
Being My Brother
It Don't Matter If You're
Black Or White

Ooh, Ooh
Yea, Yea, Yea Now
Ooh, Ooh
Yea, Yea, Yea Now

It's Black, It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black , It's White, Whoo

It's Black, It's White
It's Tough For You
To Get By
It's Black , It's White, Whoo

reach some stars

mama masuk kamar feby ngliat tulisan di meja tulis
mama: polaroid itu kamera jaman dulu kan?
feby: iya
mama: emang masih jaman ya sekarang?
feby: lumayan
mama: kok kamu bisa mau?
feby: kan keren bisa langsung jadi terus bisa dipajang-pajang deh

di kamar papa mama
mama: pa,emang kamera polaroid masih jaman?
papa: ya nggaklah, itu kan kamera jama dulu
mama: kok feby bisa mau ya tu
papa: kualitasnya kan jelek
feby: kan sekarang banyak keluar model baru yang kualitasnya bagus
papa: oh masa sih?
feby: iya ci fan aja punya
mama: ci fan siapa? anaknya tante shouing?
feby: iya
mama: kok kamu bisa tau?
feby: dia pernah cerita

berhasilkah feby mendapatkan apa yang dia inginkan?

about he and she

sekarang koko gue lg jatuh cinta dan dia melakukan banyak hal yang tidak gue sangka
banyaaaaaaakkkkk banget dan gue jadi sering ketawa-ketawa sendiri ngingetnya
tapi sebenernya gapapa sih toh mereka uda jadi meskupun gue baru tau seminggu setelahnya
it's okay...
gue turut senang dan berharap mereka langgeng terus
tapi jangan sampe koko gue melupakan gue karena gue bakal berharap mereka putus kalo ini terjadi

jadi ehemnya koko gue adalah temen gereja kita yang bernama vanessa yang biasa dipanggil caca
sebenernya sih kita uda kenal dia lama banget sejak gue TK gitu karena gue uda satu gereja sama dia lama banget
tapi ternyata kedekatan koko gue ini baru terjadi setelah retret gereja bulan juli 2009 kemarin
tanpa sengaja mereka ada di satu kelompik gitu dan mendadak koko gue terlihat tertarik dengan dia
dan semenjak itu mereka jadi sms-an gitu
pertamanya sih masih ga ketara
di gereja juga masih biasa-biasa saja
tapi yaaaa yang namanya 'sesuatu' pasti bakal keliatannya juga kan

lama-lama mereka jadi duduk bareng kalo di gereja terus jadi sering ngobrol bareng
terus kalo malem sering telponan sampe malem
gimana gue bisa tau?gue waktu itu pernah baca sms-nya diem-diem hihi
mereka juga kalo tugas di gereja jadi bareng terus karena ngatur sendiri

terus pas koko gue yang ke-2 balik ke indo,dia menyelidikinya
sering ngintipin sms dan melakukan hal lainnya demi mengetahui hal ini
terus gue juga ceritain ke dia tentang yang selama ini terjadi di indo
rahasia satu per satu pun mulai terungkap
koko gue yang ke-2 mulai merencanakan cara buat koko gue nembak caca
karena tanggal-tanggal segitu deket sama ultah koko gue, jadi dipikirin rencananya di hari ultah
tapi ternyata rencana awal dianggep kurang sreg jadi muncullah rencana kedua

rencana kedua ini sebenernya bagus banget menurut gue dan bakal langsung gue terima kalo gue yang ditembak
jadi awalnya koko gue yang ke-2 mau nyuru koko gue yang ke-3 buat minta ijin sama mamanya caca buat ngasi birthday surprise
birthday surprisenya ini sendiri rencananya mau nghias kamarnya caca pas caca pergi jadi caca bakal kaget pas dia balik dari pergi
terus koko gue uda ada di dalam kamarnya dengan membawa boneka
tapi ternyata ini juga gagal karena ultah caca = ultah adiknya caca
alhasil acara nembak menembak gagal dan nggak pernah dibahas lagi
gue sendiri uda membiarkan semuanya mengalir
gue yakin apapun yang terjadi pasti baik dan diatur Tuhan

oh iya for your information aja
kita uda pernah makan bareng caca dan keluarganya pas ultahnya koko ley dan ultahnya caca
jadi ber8 ikut semua gitu
bener-bener happy family deh kita

dan akhirnya tanggal 6 februari 2010 gue mengetahui bahwa mereka telah jadi
sebenarnya jadinya uda dari tanggal 29 januari 2010 gitu
tapi karena ko reno merahasiakan semuanya dari gue, gue taunya telat dehh
tapi it's okay
i'm happy if he is happy
sebenernya i'm pretty sure mereka bakal jadi secepatnya
karena koko ley hebat dan baik haha

CONGRATULATIONS FOR YOU TWO!
semoga kalian awet dan langgeng terus!

birds are flying

tadi pagi pas berangkat ke sekolah gue ngeliat sekelompok burung
mereka terbang terus hinggap di suatu pohon besar
ada 2 ekor burung yang main kejar-kejaran di angkasa gitu
seru banget...

mereka hidup bebas, bisa ke mana-mana
langit itu luas dan mereka punya langit
ngga ada yang ngatur hidup mereka
ngga ada yang membatasi arah dan ruang gerak mereka

mereka ngelakuin perjalanan yang jauh
bareng temen-temen dan keluarga
makan bareng-bareng
minum bareng-bareng
terbang bareng-bareng
pasti mereka akrab banget satu sama lain

sedangkan gue...
mau ngapain dikit ada tugas
mau ngapain dikit ada ulangan
ulangan uda belajar dapet jelek
tugas yang satu belum selesai uda ada tugas lain
rasanya ngga bebas banget dan bikin stress

tapi untungnya gue juga punya temen dan keluarga
mereka selalu ada di samping gue
seneng bareng-bareng
sedih bareng-bareng
stress bareng-bareng
belajar bareng-bareng
ngga kalah akrab deh sama burung-burung

bahkan hidup gue pasti lebih bahagia daripada burung-burung itu
gue gausa susah-susah cari makan
kalo laper uda ada makanan di rumah
terus gausa cape-cape terbang ke mana-mana buat cari rumah
mau minum tinggal ambil
gausa takut dimangsa pula

Tuhan itu baik yaa...
I'm sure that he give me the best
my family...
my friends...
I LOVE THEM!

rizca's birthday

selamat ulang tahun kami ucapkan
selamat ulang tahun kita 'kan doakan
selamat sejahtera, sehat sentosa
selamat panjang umur dan bahagiaaa...

happy birthday rizca
happy birthday rizca
happy birthday, happy birthday
happy birthday rizca

Zum Geburstag Viel Glück
Zum Geburstag Viel Glück
Zum Geburstag Liebe Rizca
Zum Geburstag Viel Glück

selamat ulang tahun
happy birthday
zum geburstag
qu ni sheng er kuai le
Joyeux Anniversaire
Feliz Cumplea–os
Slamet Ulang Taunmoe
Fortuna dies natalis
Wilujeng Tepang Taun!

a hard question

"feby, kenapa kamu nggak daftar OSIS?"












andaikan dia tau apa yang sebenarnya terjadi

still life

a historical art

KRIS ALLEN

1. Live Like We're Dying
2. Before We Come Undone
3. Can't Stay Away
4. The Truth
5. Written All Over My Face
6. Bring It Back
7. Red Guitar
8. Is It Over
9. Let It Rain
10. Alright With Me
11. Lifetime
12. I Need To Know
13. Heartless
14. Send Me All Your Angles

he is the AMERICAN IDOL!!!








GRAND FINAAALLL

Live Like We're Dying
Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin thats to tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's to late, it's not to late
Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
We're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done

Reff:
Yeah gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all that we got and we gotta start thinkin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the sky
Who would you call with your last goodbye
Should be so careful who we left out of our lives
So when we're left for absolution
There'll be no one on the line

Reff:
Yeah gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all that we got and we gotta start thinkin it
Every second counts ona clock thts tickin
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying
Ohhhh like we're dying
Like we're dying
Ohhhh like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing til it's gone
You never see a crash til it's heads on
All these people right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing til it's gone

Reff:
Yeah gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given here
This is all that we got and we gotta start thinkin it
Every second counts ona clock thts tickin
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying
Ohhhh like we're dying
Like we're dying
Ohhhh like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

the failure

i'm failed
i'm stupid
i'm sad
i'm disappointed
i'm depressed

why it's not going well?
i think the interview was going well but it's not

i'm not accepted
some of my friends are accepted
but i'm not

yeahh i know that maybe this is the best for me
from God
but i wish i could do better
but it's to late
everything's done for me now

maybe i will try next year
but one year is a long time
ahhh i'm so stupid

cheer up feby!
don't disappointed
everything's gonna be okay :)

friendship

Friendship is a promise made in the heart...









Silent...









Unwritten...









Unbreakable by distance...









Unchangeable by time...









Once a friend...
Forever a friend!